It always makes me feel better to draw out my fears and insecurities. This was done a few weeks ago, but is a good visual for the way I often feel. Once I draw it....the fear goes away and I feel calmer.
Mom feels great today, is taking it easy, eating well and drinking plenty of water. I asked her not to walk near the pool for a few days and we had a good laugh. We have no idea if this heart thing is related to her passing out, or if that was because she had a fever and some random illness. We're going ahead with the party as planned...and if plans change, we'll just figure that out when the time comes.