It's a very rainy Friday night and the weather is just about keeping up with my mood. This has been a tough week for me, and as I read others posts - seems to be a tough week for a few of us.
Stuff has come to light that I can't even talk about yet - and certainly haven't come to grips with in my own mind yet. Basically I'm somewhat shattered and am looking around for the pieces - I don't even recognize them when I pick them up. What piece is this? oh...a piece of my heart (thanks Janis) - well, let's just toss it on the ground and stomp on it a bit more.
Up side - lost 5 lbs since Sunday. Down side - feel like crap.
I won't go into it more here, but will keep you posted as I crawl out of this hole.
Somewhat good news is the new endocrinologist put me on T4 yesterday - said "oh my goodness, you have such a large thyroid" (thanks doc!) so hopefully that will help with some energy issues. We'll see. This doc is a little bit unconventional, and begins to give you T3 also in addition to T4. I, as usual, am hoping for miracles with the help of modern medicine.
Ah well... I'm off to Prince Edward Island on Monday, it might just be good to get away. Hopefully it won't be cold and rainy up there - if it is - I just might jump into the Atlantic and swim away with the silkies.
Can't even get the scanner to work again for "Wide". The whole world is out to get me today